in a maze without an end.

a nice day today, celebrated ibu's birthday with makbusu and family coming over:) gave ibu my birthday present and she kinda liked it, hehe:) apparently, ayah was being like so childish and annoying, so it spoiled the whole thing. he so emo, i have no idea why. rocked out with the electric guitar(like finally) at like 11pm till now hahaha, talk abt noise pollution! dont worry, i didnt plug in the amplifier so its basically like damn soft lol. oh well its now 1245 as i am writing this and i should bloody well sleep soon cause i puasa-ing tmr yeppp, hahaha, nothing much happened today except for the birthday party, bye bye people who are reading this now lol. song of the day: Firework by Katy Perry

Such a cooling weather todayy, raining now hahaha. Just finished sch now lepaking in the malay room with fathin, i still cant decide what to get for ibu:/ later go nex try find something for her mehh. Pw WR is due this week and my grp is like busy with their cca commitments and stuff, so its kinda tough to meet up. And also, our topic is like kinda shitty cause we cant find good impacts, and mr wong refusea to let us change haizz. Must do tonight mehh. Okk i think thats enough story telling.;)

Uruha<3 yayyy changed my blogskin, too bad it isnt gazette:( couldnt find nice ones haha. tomorrow start school alr, at least have 4 days of break after mye:/ well, listen to linkin park's 'living things' album the whole day and i gotta tell u, some songs are stuck inside my head especially 'burn it down', hahaha. I had a damn weird dream yesterday, dreamt that gazette came to singapore and performed in the sch hall in ny. And apparently all the tables and chairs were laid like as if it is exam period and everyone was sitting and waving their hands. Funny thing is that they dont look like their enjoying the concert. Perhaps only me lol. Tried drawing again using tablet and realised how much i sucked at colouring. Must go through tutorial on youtube and look at the pros, how they colour and stuff. They are like damn awesome lahh, it looks simple but its actually damn hard:( tmr(actually its today) is ibu's birthday, but dunno wat to get for her:/ i always ge...

i am torn between using wordpress or blogger:/ which should i use???? ah well, i should really be sleeping now, i need to wake up super early tmr meoww, i hope tmr is a good day, i wanna start to play my xbox, and, oh shit, i forgot to do pw! geez, ok, must start doing soooooon, tmrr. oh yeah, did i mention i got an ukelele? hehe, got it for 50% discount, original price was 100 bucks! i paid with my own moneyy cause my dad is a cheapooo. been playing the guitar these past few days, i feel as if i got better, i can pluck using my fingers much more better now, hehehe, but i havent touched the electric guitar in a while. should start playing that soon, i wanna rock out scandal's songs hahaha. ok ok, must sleep now. Adios amigooo!

Life sucks. I have noo idea what the hell is wrong with my tablet, its pissing me off i cant even draw properly>:(

Yayyy, mye over now hahahaha, im so dead tired gonna sleep now, imma gonna enjoy mah day tmr, suryani coming over my house tmr hahah:)

i am sick of your lies your crap your attitude you push me away as if im a bother ive had enough of all this nonsense so why dont you just get out from my sight scream out loud just walk away feel the rush of anger through my body your deciet had made me realize that you were just an devil in disguise

i think i should like write a story, u know wht i mean. i have always wanted to write stories ad poems but got no inspiration haha. if i were to write stories, i think i will write it in this blog hahah

well, exams are next week. yeah it sucks, i havent started mugging like intensively lah omg. i hate my life man, study study study. haiz. oh well. song for the day: Bleeding Love

still hot:)

omg how long has it been?? 2 years yeah?? haha, i really think i should start blogging again, ever since got fb and twitter, nvr write in blogs anymore. well i like blogs more cause i can totally bitch abt people cause in twitter when i bitch abt someone, they apparently stalk and yeah. oh well, anyways, one more week till midyears and i am so not tatally feeling the pressure actually, it feels a bit like o levels hahah, i think ill stop here for today, its actually at 6am in morn, so there isnt much to talk abt haha, byee

omg, my blog is total dead. very dead. hahahahaha!

holidays sucks, yeahh. dont feel like doing homeworks, its boring. finished my bio project, haha. awesome dna stuff :D it looks cool haha i think i did almost nothing today, i want to get out from the house. really boring. looking forward to dassha day:D song for the day: again by yui

8am by coldrain Somehow I can't remember why We stayed up till 4AM(till 4 am) We talked aboutNothing important and then made love No persons can be close as us No persons can be close as us And now as she calls my name Inside her dream Kisses me still half asleep Don't I wish that we could stay like this yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah... Time flies And I can't remember the First time that we met Now I need her Like I know she needs me too It can't get much better than this It can't get much better than this And now as she calls my name Inside her dream Kisses me still half asleep Don't I wish that we could stay like this yeah yeah yeah I stop the alarm to watch her sleep and think I'd do anything If I could make this time rewind forever Till 7:59 And now as she calls my name Inside her dream Kisses me still half asleep Don't I wish that we could stay like this yeah yeah yeah I stop the alarm to watch her sleep and think I'd do anything If I could make thi...

song for the day: time to go by coldrain yesterday had ptm. yeah. surprisingly, mrs yap remembered my mother was admitted to the hospital. powerful memory manzz! anyway, recieved my results slip yesterday. go t 4th in class and 5th in level . not bad, i guess. at least higher than last year which was 8th in level. yeahh. my sister failed her sec 2 maths. wth right? i thought she was better than me in maths since her psle got A*. haha. she has to work harder if she wants to get into pure science stream. my mom threatened her that if she does not get into pure science class, she will transfer my sister to my school. Haha! (: yep. thats it for now. im kinda bored so yeahhh.(:

yo again. found a japanese band which sings cool english songs!!! they are called coldrain. metal yeah. putting the video here. i like this song called 'the final destination'. the lead singer is HOT!

changed my blogskin. looks weird, i know. but, will change it soon. i think i left my handbook in school, cause it was not in my bag, shucks, i cant even do my homework. oh well. song for the day: Fuwa Fuwa time by K-on!

today was awkward. omg. went to the library after tuition. actually, wanted to go first, but decided not to. suppose to go with my mother but i told her no need. so i was walking to the bus stop when my fren (dassha should know this person) ask me whether want to go to the library. so, i went anyways. awkward silence. yeah. did not really talk through the journey. hahaa. borrowed 3 books and yeah. went home after that. took 359 and my fren took another bus. yeah. it was awkward.

its been decades since i posted on my blog. yeahh, exams are over, finally and just got back my results these past 2 days. pretty happy with my results especially for my history, e maths and a maths(: haha. did not expect to get 43/50 for history, did not expect it at ALL! cause the LON question was like WOAH i wrote anyhow and got 9/13 for it. WOW. yeah, malay is still C5 bleh, i hate malay, i totally suck in it. haha(: haha, take that fatimah. kau ingat kau bagus sangat eh? kau kena balasan ah. song for the day: LISTEN!! by Yoko Hikasa

love uruha just came back from cca, wah damn tired..>.> got headache and backache haha. tomorrow got concert rehearsal which ends like around 6.30 to 7.00 pm. wahhhh ! haha, and shit, 1 more month to exam . have not even started revision AT ALL. arghh my bio is like only getting just A2 and that sucks. nothing to write actually cause im just bored right now. yeahh song of the day: Now Get a Strawberry by FLiP