in a maze without an end.

bored to death each day. i have not even started on my english homework haah. and i am currently having food allergy, i think is the almonds which i am allergic to. suddenly after eating them, dots of lookalike rashes pop out on my leg and hands. itchyyyy cant even sleep well in the night. rawr! song of the day: before i decay by the gazette

second post for the day! found a really nice, sad song from Tokio Hotel other than Monsoon! Dont Jump by Tokio Hotel Tokio Hotel Don't Jump Elena MySpace Video

"a single piece of snowflake left behind..." today had my madrasah tauhid exam yeah, i screw up in the last section cause i dont even know the answer to it AT ALL. i was like blanko during the exam. haah i dont even know the meaning of iman, syirik and kufur! lols anyways, i got a guitar!! yay!!!! really nice colour and the sound is like woah! yeah, gold strings! haha i heard from my father that it is made u of some nov or nox-thingy wood, yeah. song of the day: It's a lie by FLiP (its such a nice, scary song!)

boring today. played guitar hero 3, then watched anime gundam 00 on the com for the whole day haha finished 50 episodes in like 3 days, im suck a geek>.> oh yeah, my father said that he will get for me a guitar!!! yay!(good achievements come with good presents!) going on saturday in search for the guitar, cant wait for it(: music for the day: DAYDREAM by SCANDAL

"If i had wings, wouldn't it be great if i could fly?.." today i went to see the streaming results and i got into 3hum taking triple science, haha(: and then dassha without dahlia came to my house to play guitar hero and ded or alive 4. amira played dance dance revolution and was like dying haha(: like to say thanks to shaista for giving the bracelet and amira for giving the chocolates!!

Not once Like the moon shining in the sky Being covered by the clouds As I grasp you with my small, tiny hands You just pushed it away My small trembling hands Why won’t you warm it up? As you ran further ahead of me I am left all alone, cold Why is it all happening to me? That I do not know All I know is that You left me behind I tried my best though Just to catch up with you As my hands bled with hope Your hands bled with neglect As the snow fell onto my skin I then realised No matter what I do for you You will never see it as my love for you I tried to make you happy Fulfilling your desires I became what every mother Expects for their child But I got nothing in return Only pain, sadness, neglect As you pushed me away once again The hope that I believed in just vanished The cherry blossoms were in full bloom I sat by your side Awaiting your death To seize you any moment You grabbed my big, rough hands And asked for forgiveness You stated you should have been more caring And that you ...

i woke up 1 hour late today>.> and i dreamt about something weird, about lighting and such. hahas! well, today played the guitar and now learning the song 'shoujo s' by scandal. quite tough haha fingers hurt too. nothing to write much today. and cant wait for tomorrow to see amira, shaista and ao ting!!! (: wow, this is the most exciting day of my life! woke up this morning, bathed, ate my breakfast and then watch tv. after that, i turned on the com and found out that my blog was spam by this certain 'guest' how exciting!!! so guess wat i did? i deleted all the messages and ban that user!!! and guess wat was the motive of that certain spammer?? to delete the negative comments which was on my tagboard 2 days ago! how exciting! but that wont work on me, silly! cause i have saved whatever that was wrote yesterday so i dont have to worry! yay! hate me if u want but i dont care! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

When I met you for the first time You were just a friend of my friend I pretended to not notice you I wanted to avoid you As soon as I got to know you better My life seems to revolve around the world You know it’s hard to believe That you would be my best friend! All the good times together That we spent throughout the years Do you know that I was so really happy with you? All the good times together seems just like yesterday Do you know that its going to be really sad without you? I just want to say the last time ‘No matter what happens to us I love you..’ Though we fought for many times It just takes us hours To forgive each other And to be friends once and for all There were many sad memories That I could not bear it by myself Just you being there Cured myself from this loneliness! All the good times together That we spent throughout the years Do you know that I was so really happy with you? All the good times together seems just like yesterday Do you know that its going to be reall...