not once
Not once
Like the moon shining in the sky
Being covered by the clouds
As I grasp you with my small, tiny hands
You just pushed it away
My small trembling hands
Why won’t you warm it up?
As you ran further ahead of me
I am left all alone, cold
Why is it all happening to me?
That I do not know
All I know is that
You left me behind
I tried my best though
Just to catch up with you
As my hands bled with hope
Your hands bled with neglect
As the snow fell onto my skin
I then realised
No matter what I do for you
You will never see it as my love for you
I tried to make you happy
Fulfilling your desires
I became what every mother
Expects for their child
But I got nothing in return
Only pain, sadness, neglect
As you pushed me away once again
The hope that I believed in just vanished
The cherry blossoms were in full bloom
I sat by your side
Awaiting your death
To seize you any moment
You grabbed my big, rough hands
And asked for forgiveness
You stated you should have been more caring
And that you should have been a better mother
But I shoved your hand away
And said to you face to face
As the painful years gone by
I have never thought of you as my mother
Not once
Written by Nurain, 06.11.2009
wrote this poem after listening to a really sad song. i think you shoud get this poem, quite easy to understand at the last part, haha.
Like the moon shining in the sky
Being covered by the clouds
As I grasp you with my small, tiny hands
You just pushed it away
My small trembling hands
Why won’t you warm it up?
As you ran further ahead of me
I am left all alone, cold
Why is it all happening to me?
That I do not know
All I know is that
You left me behind
I tried my best though
Just to catch up with you
As my hands bled with hope
Your hands bled with neglect
As the snow fell onto my skin
I then realised
No matter what I do for you
You will never see it as my love for you
I tried to make you happy
Fulfilling your desires
I became what every mother
Expects for their child
But I got nothing in return
Only pain, sadness, neglect
As you pushed me away once again
The hope that I believed in just vanished
The cherry blossoms were in full bloom
I sat by your side
Awaiting your death
To seize you any moment
You grabbed my big, rough hands
And asked for forgiveness
You stated you should have been more caring
And that you should have been a better mother
But I shoved your hand away
And said to you face to face
As the painful years gone by
I have never thought of you as my mother
Not once
Written by Nurain, 06.11.2009
wrote this poem after listening to a really sad song. i think you shoud get this poem, quite easy to understand at the last part, haha.
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