school
today was the first day of school. its not bad, yeahh.
song of the day: SCANDAL BABY by SCANDAL
i feel so lonely suddenly in the class. i dont know a lot of the people in my class. im sad.
not once
Not once Like the moon shining in the sky Being covered by the clouds As I grasp you with my small, tiny hands You just pushed it away My small trembling hands Why won’t you warm it up? As you ran further ahead of me I am left all alone, cold Why is it all happening to me? That I do not know All I know is that You left me behind I tried my best though Just to catch up with you As my hands bled with hope Your hands bled with neglect As the snow fell onto my skin I then realised No matter what I do for you You will never see it as my love for you I tried to make you happy Fulfilling your desires I became what every mother Expects for their child But I got nothing in return Only pain, sadness, neglect As you pushed me away once again The hope that I believed in just vanished The cherry blossoms were in full bloom I sat by your side Awaiting your death To seize you any moment You grabbed my big, rough hands And asked for forgiveness You stated you should have been more caring And that you ...
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